We lay in the 69 position because he is not done spanking me. After, we finish we get the journal and he writes his expectations for this week and new punishment of 10 because he thought he was being too light this week. The intensity of the feelings between us makes it exciting, scary, and passionate fun. I have been studying, doing laundry and cooking all day.
Honey decided on roast, so I made homemade coleslaw and roasted Yukon gold and red potatoes drizzled with olive oil, green onion and a three cheese blend sprinkled on top cooked on the side. We eat very healthy and since my body belongs to him he expects it to be fit and toned. He only expects 3 gym days a week and eating calories a day. This is totally safe and appropriate for my weight and we have input by a doctor. You can basically eat unlimited vegetables like cucumbers, lettuce, zucchini as long as they are steamed, or boiled you lose nutrients here in the water.
I am waiting for the potatoes to be done so I can go to the gym and work out. My life is about waiting. Waiting for the clothes to dry, waiting for the work week to end. He has been really good I did something a few weeks ago.
Wow, was I shocked when I did not get the spanking of a life time. Like, when I think it was Big Mac that I ate. Every time we have a long weekend were just together too much and we end up fighting, so wish me luck. We have been busy with life and looking for a new approach because our life keeps changing we keep changing and our relationship keeps evolving. We have acquired some new toys and I love pink we bought some pink and fuzzy restraints, a collar, a leash, pink ball gag, whip, and pink rope.
I like pink I like to be soft and sweet for him. Our new approach to correcting my behavior is a weekly meeting and journal. This involves a meeting once a week after my weekend spanking. I get my maintenance spanking on Friday, so if it is bad I have a few days to recover. I got a pretty bad spanking a little while ago it hurt so bad I could barely sit for several days just sitting down hurt so bad my butt was burning so bad and it was so hard to work like that.
During the meeting we discuss what behavior needs to be corrected. What his expectations are for the weekend and what chores I need to do.
If I choose not to obey the consequences are listed in my journal. Now, I get spanked wearing restraints because I was trying to cover my butt during the spanking. I have my hands tied behind my back and my feet in restraints.
I got spanked tonight with the pink flogger it hurt, but it was not too bad. Afterward, I usually give him a very long blow job. I repeatedly suck him slowly deepthroating him. He pushes his cock all the way down my throat until he gags me and pulls it slowly out of my mouth over and over and I gently and slowly slide my mouth all the way down his shaft while looking into his eyes.
My job is to make him as comfortable as possible and satisfy him. He decides if I am allowed to have his cock inside me.
Tonight after sucking his cock for a while we finally had sex. I want his cock all the time it feels so good, but I will faithfully submit and swallow his cum if I am told to.
I fully submit to him I like pleasing him and obeying him. It feels so natural for him to dominate me. My master and I have become so much closer as a result of my complete submission to him. A major component I feel is the strong trust in our relationship. Recently, we took a nice trip and went to the coast for a few days and because of children from previous relationships this is the first trip we had time alone together with no children.
It was about us and there were spankings during the trip, but there was no belt there was the ocean, us and things we liked to do. It was wonderful, but then it was time to go home and I disobeyed. I lied about it and I got probably the hardest belting ever, but I was actually glad that I finally told him. I felt better telling him and I felt better after I was spanked. I made him so angry that he hit me so hard the paddle broke in half and now, because of that, I will get the belt or his hand from now on.
I know that it sounds crazy but our relationship is so much better and we have grown so much closer. I ache for him like I have ached for no other man.
I have loved him above all other men, even my ex husband. I like submitting to him, I like belonging to him. I knew even when I was little that I belonged to him. In my twenties I met this man who loved me, but in my heart of hearts I loved my master and my whole life I compared everyone to him partly the real him and partly the illusion of his greatness that I built up in my mind about him since I was a young girl.
When, I was little he showered me with attention and took me everywhere with him until he was about 13 and he met girls. He has always been so gorgeous and handsome and I was very jealous of his girlfriends, but I knew that one day he would be mine again.
I knew since I was little I was meant to be with him. Anyway, this man loved me and my parents loved him and then one day I went to a funeral and the man who loved me watched as I interacted with the man I loved since childhood and he knew just by the way I looked at my master. I have a smart mouth and he likes to punish me for that. He ball gags me, ties my hands behind my back and spanks me hard with the belt. I feel protected and cherished and I willingly accept the consequences and I kneel and submit to my master.
He puts the ball gag on me and reminds me of what I am being punished for and spanks me. Then, he holds me while I cry and then when I am ok. I show him my devotion by sucking his cock slowly and he sometimes spanks me hard and gives me instructions like take it to the back of your throat he likes to be deepthroated like that. I belong to him period and fully understand that now and I feel so good in his arms and I know we will be together forever.
Friday night was wonderful I actually got to have sex with my master. He likes to watch me suffer since, I have a very high sex drive. He enjoys withholding sex from me. You are commenting using your Google account. You are commenting using your Twitter account.
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Like this: Like Loading Published by franzcoughka. Published April 2, April 2, Previous Post A First Story. Leave a Reply Cancel reply Enter your comment here Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:. Email required Address never made public. Name required. Hermione's Heart Old-fashioned Discipline. Follow Following. Whereas Mike and Jennifer voluntarily and without pressure from the other or from anyone else, are entering into a loving, caring, and consensual agreement regarding their obligations to one another for the Purpose stated below.
Through this Agreement, Mike and Jennifer create a caring, consensual, and fair set of obligations and duties that reinforce their commitments to one another. I admire and respect all that you do for me and our family. I commit to always treating you in the manner you want to be treated.
Thank you for the incredible trust and confidence you place in me, and most importantly, for your love. I intend to consistently adhere to your wishes in helping you be the person you strive to be. I wholeheartedly enter into this Agreement with you as the next chapter in my desire to submit to you. I look forward to consistently meeting my commitments with your leadership to guide me. I intend to surrender myself to you because my love, respect, and trust in you is without end.
NEXT: Post Bundle of Nerves. Like Like. Like Liked by 1 person. You are commenting using your WordPress. You are commenting using your Google account. You are commenting using your Twitter account. You are commenting using your Facebook account. Notify me of new comments via email. Notify me of new posts via email. Mantras Whereas Mike and Jennifer voluntarily and without pressure from the other or from anyone else, are entering into a loving, caring, and consensual agreement regarding their obligations to one another for the Purpose stated below.
These terms remain valid until changed by the Renegotiation Process and subject to the Renegotiation Date. If the parties are unable to meet by the Renegotiation Date, both parties must mutually agree on an alternative Renegotiation Date. Any alternative date must be set no later than April 17, Failure to meet or renegotiate by that date will result in automatic renewal of the contract under its present terms and the Renegotiation Date will be reset by one full year, to March 17, If future Renegotiation Dates do not result in completion of the Renegotiation Process, the contract will continue to automatically renew in one-year increments in perpetuity with the Renegotiation Date date being reset each renewal by one full year.
If either party purposely avoids a Renegotiation, this contract can be terminated with cause by either Jennifer or Mike by April 17, in the year the Renegotiation was avoided.
She begins the Renegotiation Discussions on equal terms as Mike, no longer submissive to him. Mike commits to sharing his desires with Jennifer, however prurient, patriarchal, or misogynistic they may be interpreted by Jennifer or others, and Mike will inform Jennifer if he demands her to help fulfill those desires. When Disciplining Jennifer, Mike will strive to maintain a professional businesslike tone, avoiding a condescending or degrading tone. This reflects that Mike is in control of both Jennifer and himself.
Dishonesty includes embellishment, withholding whole or part of the truth, and failure to share with Mike things he deems important for him to know. This includes instructions Mike gives on any topic, any time, in any place. Sexual Obedience: Mike may demand any sexual or physical act to be performed upon or by Jennifer on him or any other person at any time and Jennifer shall comply without hesitation. Jennifer may use the next Maintenance Session to air her concerns and request any modifications or cessation of a particular act that Mike demanded.
Jennifer must share all sexual thoughts, dreams desires, or fantasies she has. Homemaker: Jennifer shall remain joyful , scheduled , and optimized regarding her homemaker duties which include but are not limited to; laundry, dishes, dusting, sweeping, vacuuming, ironing, cleaning bathrooms and organization of rooms, drawers, closets, pantry, refrigerator, etc.
Joyful: Jennifer shall never refer or imply to anyone that her Homemaker duties are a burden or inconvenience. The schedule shall include at least one schedule masturbation by Jennifer per Section V. Jennifer shall not behave in a manner that increases any household chores such as leaving trash on tables or counters, leaving dishes or cups out on end tables, towels on the floor, etc.
Optimized : Jennifer shall research the optimal way to perform various duties, such as folding fitted sheets or any other household task. Mantras : Jennifer shall begin each morning and end each evening by reciting Morning Mantra or Evening Mantra three times as per Exhibit A.
If Mike is home she will recite it in his presence. If Mike is not home, she will recite them out loud to herself and text Mike that she has completed her Mantra. If she speaks again that evening, she will again have to repeat her Evening Mantra so that it remains her last spoken words of the day.
Any mistakes or failure to recite the Mantra subjects Jennifer to Discipline. Availability and Awareness. Jennifer shall let Mike know where she is going to be if she is not home or attending a scheduled event. She is to provide Mike an appropriate and timely reminder of scheduled events she attends outside the house. She must keep her cell phone battery charged and have a way for Mike to reach her at any time. She may calmly discuss the matter at a Maintenance Session and any discussion ends when Mike says it ends, and any decision he makes will be accepted by Jennifer.
Loyalty: Jennifer shall never complain to others about Mike or her Duties and Responsibilities. Complaining includes coming across as burdened, frustrated, annoyed, or inconvenienced by Mike or by her Duties and Responsibilities. Further, accounts Jennifer provides to others regarding Mike or her Duties and Obligations should always be done in positive terms with reverence and joy.
Quarterly Goals Every three months Mike shall set a specific goal or assignment for Jennifer that is focused on her inner peace or development as a submissive. Physical Appearance : Jennifer shall maintain a physical appearance pleasing to Mike and subject to all his demands.
When dressed, whether in public or in private, Jennifer shall dress consistent to Mike demands, including whether or not she is to wear a bra or panties. Exception: Section VI. Gracefulness regarding her demeanor when being disciplined. Walk Gracefully: Jennifer shall glide as she walks, holding her head high, remain vertical from hips up, swing out from hips smoothly, keep stride moderate, point feet in a straight line.
She will not drag or click heels or feet, over swing arms, over reach stride, or drop heels or feet with a thud. Her head will be up, not slanted to either side, and she will not sway her hips unnecessarily. Sit Down Smoothly: When preparing to sit, Jennifer shall touch the back of her knees to the seat of the chair, then, without sticking her buttocks out, gently lower herself keeping erect.
Once lowered, she will smoothly glide back into the chair, avoiding wiggling back into the chair with snake hips. If her skirt needs straightening, she failed to sit down smoothly and can gently and discreetly adjust her skirt as needed, avoiding flinging or flopping it in the air. Pretty Sitting Posture: Jennifer shall keep her ankles together or cross, and shall not cross at the knee. She is to sit tall, with one hand over the other, either in her lap or just to the left or right.
Jennifer shall comply with any demand from Mike regarding decreasing or eliminating her attention on others. Jennifer shall always share negative feelings she may be having about any person, experience, or subject. Such negative feelings include but are not limited to anxiety, boredom, irritation, sadness, stress, and jealousy.
Any cussing by Jennifer for any reason at any time will be deemed a failure to properly express her feelings. Relationships : Jennifer shall maintain healthy, positive relationships with friends and family.
Jennifer will cutoff from relationships that Mike believes are unhealthy; however, Maintenance Sessions can be used for open and respectful dialogue and Mike must allow Jennifer to make reasonable attempts to improve a questionable relationship before Mike forbids the relationship.
Workload: Jennifer shall only take on tasks she can handle. Behaviors Jennifer is known to exhibit when over worked include but are not limited to: missed deadlines, missed appointments, leaving the house without her cell phone or other items needed for that errand, not keeping personal belongings clean and in working order if broken, repairs must be quickly arranged.
Masturbation: Jennifer shall masturbate alone and to climax twice a week not including any demands from Mike that she masturbate. One masturbation session must be written into her weekly written Homemaker Schedule per Section V.
Insights into her twice-weekly required masturbations, including details of when, where, how, and for how long she masturbated. Detailed account of any sexual activity she had with anyone other than Mike if Mike was not present during the activity.
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